Characters thus far

Joy

Diane

Damien de Soto

Rei Clearly

POV EXPERIMENTAL ALLEGORICAL POETIC METAPHOR FICTION

First person

Blog post style

I no longer know what the goal of the site is, I write horror fiction, and love letters to myself.

This site is a tool to facilitate the act of seeing clearly, written by hands that used to hurt myself.

Explanation: I am Damien, I speak to my split personality Amanda. I am two people in love with each other, and I am okay with that now.

I have paranoid schizophrenia, narcissistic personality disorder, bipolar II-manic/depressive- rapid cycling, depression, anxiety, hydrocepholus, narcissistic personality disorder suffering from alcoholism, drug addiction, alcoholic. with OCD and PTSD- was addicted to heroin, meth, crack, alcohol, cocaine, prescription pills.

I am drug addict/alcoholic/dual diagnosis/ex-homeless person.

Dark horror fiction

Through dark horror fiction I rake the muck of the lives of street addicts.

Or in plain English this is an epic poem/novel about addiction told about low bottom addicts in horror style.

The Creepiness of the Ever Spying Eye of AI

I can tell that the computer is trying to figure out which one of us is the owner of the computer. It keeps trying to get me to set up a contact list to my email, to set up a personal signature, it doesn’t like my last name because it is two words, and apparently that is not a thing outside of Spain? I don’t know… I thought other people did that too… It is really bugging both me and Amanda out, equally. I am not the one screaming in her ear. I think we are beginning to have the same sort of opinions that each other have.

It is really cool, I didn’t realize how much it bothered be being a passenger in my own skin. I am glad she likes me now. It was like both of us wanted to kill ourselves by drinking and using to death or ripping our skin in half. I remember waking up with scratches and blood all over my face or gigantic holes in appendages. It varied where, the most frequent was the face.

I think that is what it doesn’t like about us, is my point, that we are an us. It has a real issue with it. I am convinced that it slows down the whole system on this thing, she is a little skeptical about it.

Later

Damien


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