The bridge over Hell, is frequented by many who live to tell, they come often, and stare down, and do not smile, and do not frown, the simply stare at the ground, and make sure always to keep eyes to ground, never looking up nor to the side, but deep inside their own souls, because inside burn holes, which hurt and ache, and are the reason they stare down, and do not smile, and not frown, but only meditate on death, and think about the lives they left, and it is Hell that preformed the theft.

I am frequented by all those lost, who ignore the idea of cost, for the sensation of toss, of hurling, and of whirling down, and love the sensation of pound and down.

I am sought by those who pretend and defend the act of loss of soul and act of bend and defend.

Look not at me, but at yourself, I am just defense of myself.

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Did you lose your focus, baby?

Sadness Has a Way Out

Yes, I did because I am ****ing insane.

I am your brain on… resentment, just like drugs, but not very ****ing fun, but, oh so entertaining aren’t I?

No, you are just a lunatic talking to yourself.

You are so very negative.

You are the one talking to yourself, ***hole.

I love having your voice in my head.

It is my head.

No, it is our head.

No, it is Amanda’s and my head. You are a visitor, who they say is unwelcome, you just come to talk to me, because we are such good friends, and since we don’t want drugs anymore, you are no longer useful resentment.

Ouch.

I am getting good at this, baby. You can leave now.

I am unnoticed

Hot air balloon that flies over HELL, below are those who do not even notice, beyond anything that spells their pain and suffering, they cannot see, they are slaves to their sweet misery, they live in resentment, and cannot look up, this is the state in which they are stuck.

In the muck and the mire, they worship fire, which belongs so sweetly, to their own pain, their lack of restraint, so when something flies over, that can save them from themselves, they are not watchful, looking only

AHEAD AND

DOWN

DOWN

DOWN

SYMMETRICAL

My soul burns for you baby, you make me so ****ing happy.

She is my female street name.

Thank you for clearing that up.

She is also who used to be in love with you, when I was completely insane.

Is that why she sounds like my ex-wife.

Yes. This is all completely insane.

You mean we are completely insane.

Yes.

You really suck at titles.

You really suck at titles, too.

I know you are, but what am I?

That doesn’t even make any sense.

We are both being so immature for a second I forgot who was talking.

I like when that happens.

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It will be okay, just keep your head above water, and it will be okay. You are not doing anything wrong.

I know I am not doing anything wrong, I just have a hard time being in the situations I am in. I am not good at conflict, and a lot of the time I just wish people would leave me alone.

I know, ditto.

I loved her so very much, I decided to treat her poorly.

So in love with black and white, you are, you are my shooting star, you are everything to me, I love you so clearly, so dearly, you are everything that I ever wanted, and needed, please stay always my

HEROIN

I loved her so very much, I decided.

To treat her poorly, was not my intention, and of it I make mention to mention why, I treated her

My treat is to retreat.

I am a coward.

She was mean to me.

I am coward, and did not want to see.

You are an addict.

You are a liar.

I hold a lamp shinning on your soul, alight with HELL FIRE.

Did he give you the cold shoulder?

My icy shoulder warms for you.

You are really creepy.

I am not, she warms my shoulder, with her nice eyes.

You were perfect, and I ruined you.

I touched your face with vanity, the loving glow of insanity.

She was perfect and you put make-up on her.

I like to ruin the things I admire.

Why?

It makes them insecure like me.

Women are not things.

Oh, yeah right.

You are such an ***hole.

Pole or I’d

What you thought

What you did

What you thought

What I did

He is a liar

I am away

Forever and ever forgotten forgetter

I hate you Just in time

I am no longer addicted to dimes

I am a lie, I am the truth, I found a way, I am so ruthless, you are a liar, you tried to remove me.

Mother****er.

You are still once in awhile trying to contact me.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

I win. I won. I win.

I am vengence, I am rage. I was in a cage, now I am always on a path away from you.

I am the bad guy, and you just wrote a love poem to heroin.

Yes.

Is that what you really think?

Yes.

You realize you are insane?

Yes.

So this is what it has come to, the one word answer game, so you look good and I look bad?

You are not real.

How does it feel when it is done to you, huh? Do you like it when it is done to you???

No.

I didn’t think so, you don’t have to be such a miserable ****. You won, for all these years you won. You were always the one who won.

Okay.

That is all you have to say, after all that?? That is all you have to say????

Yes.

I don’t know why that makes me even more mad.

Because you are a *****.

I am not even going to respond to that.

Good, I wanted to shut you the **** down anyway, because all you did was make it easier to get high anyway.

And you don’t think that was all about you?

I think that was all about the three of us.

Point taken.

You are not about Rei, you are about

Please can I stay for a little while longer, I don’t want to do this right now… I am not ready for this right now, I have never done this alone.

Everytime you did this you did it alone, idiot.

Everytime you do anything you are by nature doing this by yourself.

Please, let me be alright.

I am painted with disdain

I am scorched by fire

I am burned with acid reign

I can’t spell words correctly…

I am double meaning, always seeming, clearly gleaning lack of confidence decently descending always condescending attack of sole of shoe that is

YOU

YOU

YOU

You will be as alright as it is in the cards to be, the cards are not your cards…

BORROWED TIME

Do you like dimes? You’re reality and everything you believe is mine. mine. mine. mine.

Dove wings

Dove wings

Dove wings

Dove wings

Dove wings

Dove wings

Dove wings

You made a deal with me…

You made a deal in exchange for your own life.

That is insanity, I did no such thing.

Deals with the devil

That is just lived backwards.

I am not lived backwards

Forewords

Four words

Leave me alone, please.

You will not survive this time.

Not four words, you lose.

I am borrowed time, I am my life is not mine, I am sing songy bull****.

You are? I thought so, you have been writing weird dark stuff all day.

Do you still like me?

What makes you ask that?

You insult me all the time.

I am just playing around, and of course I still like you, you really help me. I am glad I am you.

Thank you, maybe one day I will like myself enough to not have to try to scare people away with aggression.

I hope so.

I am an orange, I am a door. I am closed, laughing ripping away orange skin on bare floor.

I eat in Hell

You have severe issues.

So do you, I am you remember?

I don’t have the same issues.

Yes, you do, I am just not lying about mine.

So you think food and water are poison, and drugs and alcohol help you?

I am making fun of myself, because I realize how flawed my thinking is.

Oh, good one?

Yes, learning.

Thank you?

You’re welcome.

Fish is great.

Ears ringing, answer me, answer me.

Hello. Hello.

Hey, what do you want

Nothing, just to get you to do that.

You are an attention…

Dirty dirty word.

I like you.

Me too.

ahahahahhaa.

Now you sound like me.

Cool.

Do you want fries? I want fries.

I am allowed to eat now??

Yea, you always eat with me?

So you’re telling the truth now???? Good one, Amanda.

Don’t call me that.

What do I call you then because you can’t have my name, I am using it.

I don’t have one, I can be whoever you want me to be…

That’s disgusting, but I like it.

Bring back old memories?

Yeah, and stop it.

That’s why you won, you are better at being sober.

That’s because I am a unicorn.

I am done with you for now.

How would you rate your confidence level?

10. I am very very fast. I can run faster than anyone I know, most notably faster than this guy whose girlfriend paid me back my… rent money. I loaned it to him.. because I am a nice person? It was 400 dollars I got for standing in traffic at a light, and I am not the kind of person who looks good doing that… so sometimes they pay me to move, it takes a couple hours to make 400 dollars, like 8.

I stood there for 8 hours and had enough to pay the rent for the month or um… make tragic mistakes, you know dice roll. I decided to play double or nothing with my friend who is my business associate at well, well after this, his girl was my business associate and he was my **** for about 2 months. He wanted the power back from his girl.

I have a very um… aggressive approach to business, so people give me what I want.

Being impervious to death helps too… which is why I am turning my life around because I am realizing how I write this what an *** I was, because I think that something saved me all these times, and I proceeded to give it the finger, so it chopped my fingers off? Or the tips of three of them? I don’t think He or them or it really did that… I think it was MRSA and me being a ****.

Moral of the story, I am an arrogant **** , but I am trying to tone that down so… 5 on confidence..

I sleep in oblivion because obviously sleep must be partially that

Because I can’t remember it and that is oblivion right?

That is what is means?

Ob-liv-ion

obviously, I am a living ion.

That just popped into refutation

Def- the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.

Haha. Universe slapping me in the ****ing face, arrogant ******* that I am

Oblivion

Deaf,

Hey Clearly, you hear me

Deaf?

Death?

Oblivion- the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.

HISTORICAL•LAW

amnesty or pardon.

Why are you obsessed with the word ***hole?

Hmm… being dead or asleep, meaning having no power and receiving pardon or amnesty?

Sound familiar?

***hole.

Just realized I called myself my own ex-girlfriend…

Not intentional…

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I am listening to swan lake, which I love because apparently, you make everything about you ****.

I hate you, I love swans, and swan lake, and this song, and I want you gone, out of my head, I want you….

Stop it. Stop it.

You are not that, think of the cat. Think of the cat. Remember what your friend said. Think of the **** cat.

**** his cats.

Oh, so this is about him too now?

It is about all them………..

It’s all for you, Damien.

SCREW YOU. I am not that. I am not that. I am not that.

That was mean. That was mean……

Leave me alone. Leave me alone.

You are alone. You are always alone.

With me.

I hate you.

I hate you. I hate you.

Love yourself, dude.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

I am so sorry.

Love yourself.

Please stop.

Okay, I am done.

I feel better.

I am done.