French fries are delicious.

Yeah dufus. I am just in charge now, because you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

I get it, thank you. I am glad you won.

I am glad you won too.

Why do you say it like that?

I didn’t win, this is what you wanted remember?

Well, yeah. It is what I wanted.

Then why is it that I won?

I like cop-outs.

I noticed, I am used to being the bad guy.

You do it so well.

So do you. 😛

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I just got back from hanging out with my dad, and it is cool how different things are now that I am trying to makes things right, I talked to him about all the chaos that I caused, continue to cause because I am prone to delusions, and how sorry I am. I noticed that saying things like this keep me from drinking, keep me coming back to a place, where I can stop beating myself up and are making it possible for me to walk out of the woods where I kept taking the wrong path on purpose and falling in random holes because I thought I was going to find secret gold in rocks I found on the ground.

I think the metaphor for drug addiction and eating rocks and drinking poison instead of doing the simple thing of eating food and drinking water is hilarious. I can’t believe how much my thinking has changed. It’s funny I was convinced everyone is out to get me when this is more true…

Them

Meth

Same word re-arranged…

Item

Time

Same word re-arranged.

Heroin

Hero in pushed together it forms a drug

Divided it references a hero in me

Heroine with an everlasting e it makes me a hero for saving my own life.

Funny right?