The road less traveled, by me, has always been the path of peace, and serenity, bull-headed, I have tragically trudged through the sludge of pain, on a path to, resentment, which has led me to over and over justify getting drunk again.
I am going to put my foot on a different road, consciously right now.
I have realized with my real eyes, not the blinders I put on to cause my own pain, that I am missing joy, by my own foolish choice to meditate on pain, thus the name of the site. Misery is me, loving my own company, existing in a hell of my own making, with myself as my own misery machine, also the name for my site. I am going to try and redirect my pathway, publically and see if it makes me happier.