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Please help me find my way to a better place. I am struggling right now. I do not like the place I am in, in life. I guess I should use my coping skills and try to accept things how they are right now, knowing that they will not always be this way, but it is extremely hard. When I feel like this, I just focus on everything I did wrong to get me into the situation I am in, and I feel trapped and scared. This causes me to act irrationally and to ask for reassurance from other people, which must be irritating, but I am just so scared of nothing changing, even though that is completely irrational.
I have to learn to focus on the fact that even though it does not feel that way, the people around me love me, and don’t have it out for me, they may just want the best for me, and I may just not be able to see it.
God please grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Please help me to find my way in life to a better place, both in physicality and in spirit. I am having such a hard time with acceptance. It is one of the most difficult things I have ever had to do. I have to believe in myself more. I have to believe in you more. Thank you for all your help so far. I appreciate having made it this far, even though it doesn’t seem like it sometimes.
I am just so scared of my family being an oppressive force in my life that I think I sometimes cast them in that light even though that is not what their intentions are. I need to stop doing that. Please continue to help me get better.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen