Misery Loves Their Own Company

I no longer know what the goal of the site is, I write horror fiction, and love letters to myself.

This site is a tool to facilitate the act of seeing clearly, written by hands that used to hurt myself.

Explanation: I am Damien, I speak to my split personality Amanda. I am two people in love with each other, and I am okay with that now.

I have paranoid schizophrenia, narcissistic personality disorder, bipolar II-manic/depressive- rapid cycling, depression, anxiety, hydrocepholus, narcissistic personality disorder suffering from alcoholism, drug addiction, alcoholic. with OCD and PTSD- was addicted to heroin, meth, crack, alcohol, cocaine, prescription pills.

I am drug addict/alcoholic/dual diagnosis/ex-homeless person.

Characters thus far

Joy

Diane

Damien de Soto

Rei Clearly

POV EXPERIMENTAL ALLEGORICAL POETIC METAPHOR FICTION

First person

Blog post style

Dark horror fiction

Through dark horror fiction I rake the muck of the lives of street addicts.

Or in plain English this is an epic poem/novel about addiction told about low bottom addicts in horror style.

Yeah.. I still like to write about murder… repressed rage issues.. it helps me.. so what

March 21st, 2023

It is an insane release of tension to write dark horror. I don’t care what anyone thinks… I am going to do what I want now. I am an ***.

I am trying to be more honest and am not going to do the whole fake it thing, I am still the same **** with dark thoughts, I think the key is to find outlets for my rage issues and not hurt myself or bite people’s heads off. I think it is a good outlet for repressed aggression and makes it easier for me to not lash out at people around me. I am very passive aggressive and have a lot of repressed rage I channel into writing…

Sorry.

Damien

March 21, 2023

Damien de Soto

Addict Whinning, aside, Cleaning House, confession, Damien de Soto, dark comedy, dark poetic metaphor, dark thoughts, drug addiction, dual diagnosis, Explanation of Methodology or Sincere Apology, forgive yourself, Graphic Tales of Senseless Violence, laughing at myself, learning, making amends, making ammends, Mercy Personification, Misery, moments of clarity, moving on slowly, OCD, paranoid schizophrenic, Personification of Addiction, Poetic Illusion, Prompts, rearviews, Recent Changes, Recovery, resentment, resentment personified, Romancing drug/drink/Unpleasant Reminders, science fiction, Screaming at the sky, See Clearly, Simulations of Talking Out Toxic Thoughts, stream of consciousness

Addiction, dreamer, dreaming, existence, existential, existential horror, existentialism, heroin, Horror, mental illness, Meth, Recovery, See Clearly

Misery Loves Their Own Company

Explanation: I am Damien, I speak to my split personality Amanda. I am two people in love with each other, and I am okay with that now.

Yeah.. I still like to write about murder… repressed rage issues.. it helps me.. so what

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