Thank you for today. Please continue to guide my actions, bringing my will in line with yours. Help me to find my place in this world. I am still feeling out of place and without a purpose. I do not want to keep doing nothing every day, please help me find what you would have me do. I just want to do your will. I believe strongly that there is so much more that I am capable of doing.
I have a lot of anxiety about my continued dependance on those around me. I need to find a way to be more self-sufficient. I am trying to remember that all that happens in this world happens in accordance with your will. When I remember this, it is easier to get through the day. I have a hard time with this. I am constantly convincing myself that all is lost, and that I am doomed to be unhappy, and stuck in the situation I am in right now forever. I am not happy right now and want desperately to find where I belong.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
Amen
Herder of Swine 