Dear God,

I made this thinking of you. It is a digitally edited version of a photo I found of a cathedral. I was looking for something to meditate on to try to get closer to you. I feel so much less close to you now that I am living inside. I am struggling really badly with depression since having moved indoors. I don’t know what my purpose is. That is the main problem. I felt like I had a purpose when I was out there, even if my purpose was just staying alive. That was better than nothing.

Please guide my actions so that I can get closer to where you want me to be. I have no idea what I am doing. I used to know what to do next because there weren’t as many options. Now there are more options, and I don’t know what to do. I want to find my purpose in life. Please help me find my purpose in life. Please let me have a purpose in life.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

Amen