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Joy

Diane

Damien de Soto

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POV EXPERIMENTAL ALLEGORICAL POETIC METAPHOR FICTION

First person

Blog post style

Misery's search for joy

This site is a tool to facilitate the act of seeing clearly, written by hands that used to hurt myself.

I have schitzoaffective disorder, depression, anxiety, hydrocepholus, suffering from alcoholism, drug addiction, alcoholic. with OCD and PTSD- was addicted to heroin, meth, crack, alcohol, cocaine, prescription pills.

I am drug addict/alcoholic/dual diagnosis/ex-homeless person.

Dark horror fiction

Through dark horror fiction I rake the muck of the lives of street addicts.

Or in plain English this is an epic poem/novel about addiction told about low bottom addicts in horror style.

Day 88 or 3 more days of screaming at myself to not **** up my life

March 23rd, 2023

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This is really important me now, because I have realized I like all of the people I am talking to on here, and what an *** I was before doing all of this so I am going to periodically post this on here, to keep myself in check, because who knew…. people before me knew things about how to do this…. I am such an…….. ***

I am really starting to enjoy life now, which is awesome. I never thought I would enjoy anything as much as being ****ed up beyond recognition.

Thank you to all of the people who have kept me going.

Damien

March 23, 2023

Damien de Soto

about a power higher than me, About drug use, alcoholism, Cleaning House, confession, Damien de Soto, Dante's Inferno, dark comedy, dark poetic metaphor, drug addiction, dual diagnosis, Finding Joy, forgive yourself, Meditations of Self Care, Misery, moments of clarity, paranoid schizophrenic, Recent Changes, Recovery, reflecting, Repercussions, resentment, resentment personified, science fiction, Screaming at the sky, See Clearly, Simulations of Talking Out Toxic Thoughts, stream of consciousness, The Disease, Thinking through the drink/drug, Trigger warning

addict in recovery, Addiction, Addiction & Recovery, addiction and recover, addiction and recovery, alcohol, alcoholic, alcoholic in recovery, clean and sober, counting days, drugs and alcohol abuse, drugs are bad, drugs are lame, dual diagnosis, motivation, not for sensitive audience, not for sensitive reader, not for sensitive readers, not for sensitive viewer, not for sensitive viewers, recovering addict, recovering alcoholic, Recovery, those unfortunates, Trigger warning

Day 88 or 3 more days of screaming at myself to not **** up my life

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