Dear God + Dear me,

Thank you for today, for helping me make it through another year. I did not have high hopes for my life, or great expectations for how long I would even be around. I am feeling better than I used to, but still feel a little lost. I don’t feel like I have much of a purpose. I want to do something with my life now that I feel like I can.

I, I, I…

Yeah, I know. I noticed that too.

Did you?

Yes, you are talking to yourself again.

It makes me feel less alone.

You need real friends.

I need more real friends, but I have real friends, and you know this because they are our friends because, we are the same person.

I know.

I lost my train of thought, and don’t remember which of us is speaking.

That’s because both of us are the same person.